life is difficult when you're pregnant. it's hard to move, walk, stand, run, whatever it is you used to do before you got pregnant. i can't even drink alcoholic drinks nor smoke. but a lot of people have told me that since my baby is unexpected, the baby must be a lucky one. that's the belief here in our country.
know what? people may be right because in every job i applied to, i would always be accepted. but in my condition, people wouldn't hire me because it's kind of risky. they wouldn't want me to give birth at work, would they? or they wouldn't want to pay for my maternity leave, right? well, that's part of it, i'm sure. but whatever their reasons are, it's all right with me. as long as they will take me in after i give birth, that would be great.
that would help me a lot. it would encourage me to work hard. i will work for my baby and no one else. and for my other 2 kids who i love so much. my life is not for me. it's for them.
